The Hill
Paul Quinn
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For Kathryn and Amy.
Headlights through dark tunnels.
Asleep or awake,
In dreams we find our way.
In nightmares we are lost.
Part one
Summer
Prologue
The full moon shines in a twinkling sky, more often than not, a solitary witness to the malevolence that occurs amid the busy corridors of life.
During the day the vile and sinful shift among the innocent like pale shadows and every once in a while they may be found at home with their black foul plots and ruminations, craftily guarded from minds too naive to notice the infrequent oddity that they exude, occasionally with purpose, but mostly not.
In the evening when they are fully prepared and when they can contain their hunger no longer they come, in their various guises, like predators on African plains, to take down the weakest prey, or those easily deceived.
And this evening is no exception as The Hunter enters a new land. For him it is a land saturated in opportunity and possibility. With no awareness of him it is a land he will find easy to exploit.
And if one were to die as a result from his hand then he would truly feel the guilt and it would clutch his heart like a wrench on a rusting bolt like it has so often before.
In his darkest moments, when he reaches into the deepest part of his mind to search out the reasons, he finds only the many names he has given himself, clumsily scrawled on yellowing scraps of paper with ever changing ink. ‘The Hunter’ is today’s, a new name for a new land. In the past he has called himself ‘The Abusive One,’ ‘The Evil Genius,’ ‘The Wicked One,’ ‘The Evil Doer,’ ‘Mischief Maker,’ and last though by no means least ‘The Killer.’
Sadly, he has been all of these names in his time and others he would never confess to. ‘Insane,’ though not self-given, was just one of the many.
Before she went one of the last things she said to him, no screamed to him, in a voice on its way to the grave was this: “My son you have become insane, certifiable, you have a mental illness born from the very depths of hell itself!”
This was more than he could endure, that was the day of ‘The Killer.’
The wrench’s grip was tight that night. Nevertheless, by the following morning, he had picked himself up and brushed himself down and had recorded the name on the yellowing paper. The day after the funeral he packed his few belongings and set off for a new land.
On this night, as with any other when he is out and about, he carries with him an array of tools and trinkets to help complete his evening’s task. His favourite was always the stainless steel scalpel. Beautifully crafted and highly polished it would slice flesh with little effort. Recently he purchased one made from titanium. It is incredibly strong and light and ideal when dealing with low amounts of fat and thickly coiled cramped muscle. This one is his favourite now. He will hold it in high regard and see it as an extension of his beautiful and long, smooth fingers.
Occasionally, he has been guilty of overdoing it, perhaps making a larger than necessary wound, gushing beyond repair, causing too much damage and leading to unforeseen fatalities. He dreads those nights and the very thought of them sends a stabbing pain deep in his chest.
Sometimes, and tonight is no exception, in a small rucksack, he also carries pre-prepared raw meat, cut into pieces and injected with his own special recipe, wrapped in foil and sealed for freshness.
Finally, whenever he is out and about on his nightly visits he wears thick black leather gloves to help protect him from his would be assailants. He knows only too well that it wouldn’t do to harm those precious fingers.
The Hunter steers the car into a lay-by and consults his A-Z, singing a tune as he reads, ‘They call me the hunter, that’s my name, call me the hunter that's how I got my fame.’
Satisfied, not only of his whereabouts, but also of his tone, he makes a mark on the book with a pen. Just a small star, there as a reminder.
Unlatching the car door he gets out and studies his watch. The moonlight is ample, shining down like a giant torch. Reading the time, the big hand is at the top, the little hand is on number two, he can see it is two in the morning and smiles then stifles a yawn.
Feeling like Christopher Columbus he looks around at the foreign and unfamiliar surroundings with excitement, absorbing as much information as his senses will allow before making his way along the quiet lane.
Watching and listening for signs of movement as he makes his way, and patting the pocket where the new scalpel is kept in its leather wallet, he’s thinking that maybe it would be all right to use it in the early stages until the folks in this new land get used to him being around.
A cloud glides across the moon, absorbing the suns reflected light, and for a moment, he is in darkness. His pulse quickens, moisture collects inside the gloves: ‘Relax, easy now, take it nice and slow. Bah da bah da bah da.’ He looks up towards the heavens, grins madly, he’s bordering hysteria, and says, “Lets go get ‘em.”
Chapter one
Two dreams.
Toward the rear of Sebastian and Jade Alton’s garden, at the edge of a thick border of shrubs and bushes, Harry begins his hunt. Voracity for the hunt? Or hunting because he is voracious? Undoubtedly both.
It is high summer and although the sun has long since set, it has left its mark on the hill in the shape of a dusty footprint. Harry plays out a game of cat and mouse unbeknown to the couple as they lie sleeping entangled in each other’s warm and clammy limbs.
Sebastian is dreaming of a child, not too unlike himself, with dreamy blue eyes and curly blond hair. His jaw is set stronger though, more like Sebastian’s fathers was.
Tall for his age, although a fleeting thought, it is one that causes momentary confusion. Like advertisements breaking the flow of a film, his consideration causes a disruption in the dream and the images fade to various and shapeless shades of grey.
Moreover, akin to a blind beggar, scrambling for a penny, discarded at worn feet by cruel hands, his mind searches for any remnants of the dream.
An immeasurable amount of time later, but one that feels like an eternity, he is rewarded as, like curtains on the stage, the greyness parts, to reveal his boy playing in a park. Sebastian hears him cry out with sheer joy at the thrill of flying through the air on a brightly coloured swing: Swoosh, swoosh.
Sebastian smiles and sits back on a park bench. He watches the boy jump from the swing, land safely, sure footed, that’s my boy, and head toward the climbing frame. His eyes squint against the dazzling sun as he goes.
A minute later a movement on the periphery of Sebastian’s vision nags at his focused attention and drags it from the boy.
It takes a few moments for his brain to decipher the picture that it has itself created. When it does he watches, horrified, as a fog with the substance and mass of a dense grey cloud, creeps into view above the thick green bushes, marking the border of the play area.
Two dark holes with cotton wool eyebrows appear in the cloud. They blink slowly and become more defined and reddened. Slowly the fog transforms its watchful glare into a pair of huge greasy hands, with shiny metal claws that poke through fat fleshy fingers. And with all the grace and urgency of a fatally wounded animal trying desperately to get home, the hands drag themselves along the cracked concrete floor toward the play area. Their bulk is increased by the objects they collect, scraps of yellowing newspaper, soggy cigarette ends, and multi-coloured sweet wrappers.
A finger on each hand becomes a snout and together they sniff out the boy’s sweet scent and scurry toward him. When they are in the centre of the play area they stop abruptly.
One hand taps at the ground while the other scrambles about. It looks across at Sebastian, as though noticing him for the first time. Then, wagging a finger, it taps the other hand and points toward the top of the frame, which stretches easily fifty feet in the air, where the boy now proudly stands waving and shouting something to Sebastian, but he fails to hear.
The boy’s eyes follow Sebastian’s and together they watch the hands scale the frame. They increase speed and cause sparks with their claws as they approach the object of their desire. The boy looks to Sebastian and screams, “Daddy, help me Daddy!”
Sebastian tries to rise, but thick chains, previously unnoticed, clamp his wrists and feet tightly to the bench.
He cannot move! All he can do is witness the hands as they scramble full tilt toward the top of the column.
Again, the boy screams, “Help me daddy, why won’t you help me daddy?” His voice spills out fear. It rains down on Sebastian in the form of inky black droplets. He shivers uncontrollably when they touch his skin.
Something nags him, something, other than the obvious, wrong, something wanting to smack him in the mouth, or shake the bones from his body. The chains tug at his ankles and wrists, “I'm coming…hold on, just let me…”
“Sebastian!” The boy’s voice thickens like cooling custard in a discarded bowl.
“Wait,” Sebastian whispers. The distraction dances on the tip of his tongue, taunting him, whispering its identity then disappearing from view the second he gets close. He tries to grasp it, but it slips further.
“Wait,” he whispers again, “please just wait.”
Together, the boy and the metallic hands lean over the climbing frame. They tap at the rail like a pair of piano players amid a frenzied crescendo.
The sun loses its colour and turns black. Weeds sprout from cracks in the ground and rot as quickly as they grow.
Suddenly the tapping stops and together, in a deep and guttural voice, with breath like wet dirt, they demand, “what did you say?”
Sebastian ignores them. That’s it. “Your name, why can’t I remember your name?”
The chains pull at him harder pinching his skin. He falls back in resignation against the bench. It begins to fold itself around him just as the metal claws fold around his son, completely engulfing him.
“Dad…?” The voice is cruelly muted.
“Why don’t I know your name?”
The question goes unanswered. The hands transform into a huge black raven that blinks once before spreading its great metal tipped wings to fly from view, off to hide in a bitter part of his mind, a dusty room where the curtains are kept closed, where the light is switched off and a thick heavy door is kept locked during the day with a key stored somewhere under his pillow.
“No!” he cries out in his sleep when the answer hits him like a sledgehammer.
His cries disturb Jade enough for her to turnover, but not to wake. Flitting frowns and creases that mar an otherwise perfect face, with eyes that jump and bob about under eyelids like hatching chicks, are concealed from view by her long and silky black hair. Strands of it catch on her lips and shift about mimicking spider’s legs. They dance about her mouth to the rhythm of her erratic breathing.
She lies on a bed, her bed, in a clinical hospital room with a brilliant white ceiling and walls. She is crying with the seemingly very real though imagined agony of giving birth to the child she will never have.
A tall thin Doctor, with a shiny baldhead, which reflects the light from the ceiling, and an abnormally long nose, stands by her side. He reminds her of her father. Taking her arm with nicotine stained fingers and squeezing reassuringly, he bends down and leans toward her ear and ever so quietly, but with a hint of humour he says, “Sorry there must be some mistake here. We both know you cannot have children.” Then he turns from her and with his free hand fumbles for something on a metal tray by the side of the bed.
Jade watches as he takes the rusty can to his lips. He swallows the contents and crushes the can before hurling it across the room, where it miraculously turns into a pair of pure white doves. They flutter briefly before catching an unnoticed warm thermal generated from a huge grid in the floor. Together they soar on in circles, steadily rising toward the ceiling.
Beyond them, a heavy wooden door swings slowly open. Above the frame, an inverted sign, but one, which Jade finds surprisingly easy to read, states: ‘Abandon hope, all ye who enter here’. A sob escapes her trembling lips as she watches the doves fly through the door. It slams shut behind them.
“Well now, that was strange,” says the Doctor as he turns back to face Jade, his eyes bulging. “But listen, don’t you worry none, I’m an expert.” He holds out his grubby hands, his dirty black chewed fingernails are impossible to ignore, to emphasize the point.
Scarcely a second passes before the tips of the fingers glow like mini volcanoes. Black smoke rises from them toward the ceiling, sticking to it like glue, before falling as rain and staining the covers where it drops.
Jade has time to see the hands shake like earth tremors before the Doctor tucks them behind his back. “Hmm,” he says, “I think I need another drink.”
She stares, paralysed; a pain in her chest squeezes her heart like a vice, intensifying with every weak beat.
“You know. I think you’re ready.”
Somewhere, something instructs, warns, her of the necessity to breathe. And as the air flows into her oxygen starved body: “Good, good, now push, push harder.” His cheeks puff in and out, “pant, remember to pant.” He takes a mouthful from the can. Each time he puffs his cheeks outwards, they stretch like pale and waxen party balloons becoming translucent, threatening to pop at any moment. The veins in his forehead pulse like a network of filthy rivers. Small white maggoty creatures move up and down them laying tiny eggs as they go.
“Stop staring and push you stupid bitch, come on, I’ve other patients to see. For Christ’s sake!”
From between her legs a voice cries out, “I’m here. Mummy I’m here.”
She tries to lift her head to see her child, but it is forced back deep into the pillow by the Doctor’s hand.
“Please,” she sobs, “don’t take my child.”
Outside in the steadily cooling air, beyond the bedroom window, Harry is poised, his body low to the ground and barely breathing. His muscles are tense like sprung coils of young steel, but steady as boulders on a frozen hillside.
A kill will come tonight. He feels it as sure as milk is milk. Sniffing at the air, he senses movement and edges forward.
Somewhere deep in Jade’s cerebrum, a switch trips out. The images shift and twirl, interweaving like threads in an aged rug, whose tincture, once vibrant and rich now resembles the fur on a long abandoned decaying sheep.
She is back at sixth form, in her old classroom with the familiar wooden chairs and graffiti covered tables. The sun’s rays shine through slats on the windows warming her bare arms and picking out millions of dust motes on their way to God knows where.
On her table, she is able to read her own name scrawled amongst the numerous efforts. Don’t remember doing that, she thinks and looks around the room, praying nobody else can see her guilt.
Mary Roget is sitting to her left with her head down. Her pigtails brush madly against the book she is studying as though intent on sweeping up the letters from the pages one by one.
Jade can remember her prescription glasses, thick enough to stop bullets. Embarrassed she looks away and notices Billy Hughes on her right. He is looking right back at her, grinning like the cheshire cat, who got the mouse and the cheese and threw it all down with a generous helping of fresh cream. Sunlight reflects on his metal braces. They glisten in his mouth like wet jewels.
“You tight cow,” he says, “I can’t believe you said that. Wait until I tell the guys.”
Years later, Billy Hughes, while sat in his huge leather chair, which was far too big for his puny frame, in his clinical office adorned with photographs of his brace ridden children, would attempt to give council on her recent overdraft disaster, and all the while Jade had sat opposite, not listening to a word, mesmerised as she was by his grossly twisted teeth and wondering what the hell those braces had been about.
She smiles, Happy days.
“Child. Wipe that pathetic grin from your face!” The doctor stands before her, garbed now in a traditional black cloak. Now he is the Teacher. As he struts about at the front of the classroom, his cloak shifts about like squabbling shadows dodging the suns rays.
“You’ve been at it again haven’t you?”
She looks left and right for support and finds her friends have disappeared.
The teacher swings the huge cane he carries and it sings through the air, inches from her face, cutting into the thickening dust motes. They fall to the floor like dead gnats. “How many times do I have to tell you?” he sings. The cane comes to a halt as it smacks against the blackboard. “Read the words you stupid child!”
She does as she’s told. “My name is Jade Gray. I cannot have children.”
“Again!”
“My name is Jade Gray. I cannot have children.”
“Again!” Like a needle stuck on a record.
“My name is Jade…” she falters unable to say more. Thankfully the blackboard, the Schoolteacher and everything else including the memories fade from her mind and she slowly drifts into a deeper more restful sleep.
Chapter two
Two hunts.
The garden surrounding the Alton’s new house was terraced in design. Its creator, almost fifty years ago, had been an avid gardener, intent on ensuring the borders, small lawns, and paved areas, closely followed the natural gradient of the hillside. If he still had his sight and still lived on the hill, his despair at seeing the state of the hawthorn hedge, which ran the full width of the gardens eastern border, hiding the quiet lane beyond, would surely be tantamount to Mary’s as she knelt at the feet of her crucified Son.
The previous occupants, those the Alton’s had purchased from, had left the hedge, and for that matter the rest of the borders, unkempt for their entire occupation and now the hedge was in danger of growing out, the thorny branches becoming more visible than the shiny lobed leaves it was renowned for.
A wooden gate, scarcely holding on to its weak and rusty hinges, clung to the far left corner of the hedge and acted as a short cut to the lane, from which were footpaths through fields and bracken. These eventually found their way to the great mass of gritty sandstone that marked the peak of the hill. The lane served as the main point of access for a dairy farm, one of the few remaining on the hill, which sat at the end of its length. Due to its narrowness and high sandstone wall, needed to keep back tons of rock and earth, the lane was cool, damp, and dull even on the hottest summers day when the sun was high in the sky.
Tonight, while Sebastian and Jade slept on, tiny streams of water ran through cracks and over moss covered rocks, reflecting the brilliance of the moon, making it seem as though the wall were made of crystals. In their garden, as he looked up at the moon in annoyance, Harry’s eyes shone like polished coal. For the past few minutes he had been forced to remain crouched, silently pleading - in his way - to the moon, to go away. Now it seemed as though his pleas would soon be answered as clouds were slowly thickening. Along with the rise of a cool breeze, the effect on the garden was to give life to otherwise inanimate objects. Shadows jumped and jerked causing Harry’s eyes to flit from left to right. A night hunter, Harry was used to all of these interruptions. He was also the restless couple’s cat and for the last half hour had been giving the local wildlife hell. Now he remained motionless at the edge of an overgrown shrub, waiting for one of the mice within to come out and play.
A tom, Harry was traditional in the sense he was black and white, but novel in the way the two colours were placed. It was anything but orthodox. His markings weren’t like black ink splashed on to white paper, but more like a liquorice allsorts sweet shown side on, black white then black again. His facial features lent him the appearance of batman, white cheeks and a black nose, leading to black forehead and ears. He was a beautiful, graceful cat, but annoyed Sebastian with the way he paraded himself around the house with his tail erect like the house was his and Sebastian was nothing more than a paying guest. Harry was far from perfect and would never win a show, for although he had the looks of a tom, he didn’t have the build of one. His head was too small, almost Siamese, his shoulders and hips too narrow and his tail too long and thin. When it came to the fundamental issue of sorting out territory, Sebastian assumed he would have struggled, but for some reason he didn’t. Rarely did he come home with the normal scratches, cuts, and missing tufts of fur often associated with fighting cats. Sebastian believed this may have been due to his lack of bulk and so increased speed. He likened him more to a martial arts expert than a heavy weight boxer. Whatever the reason Harry seemed well equipped at being able to look after himself, ensuring that the other cat, if it decided to fight, would undoubtedly come off worse.
The family of mice deep below the shrub were growing agitated. If it wasn’t the cat stopping them from getting food, then it was the great Owl that perched on the ancient oak at the bottom of the garden.
Harry had halted his advances on the nest for a moment, choosing instead to listen, ears erect like tiny black pyramids, eyes wide and unblinking, to another sound, a disturbance that had come from beyond the hedge. There it was again, an agitation on the otherwise quiet lane. Slight, but definite nevertheless.
Harry, fully alert, watched, every one of his senses receptive to any signs of danger. A shiver ran along his spine as he saw a black shape come briefly into view. It passed by the old wooden gate before disappearing again as though it never was.
High above, clouds thickened more and it began to rain. They were small drops for now, which were as easy to dodge as cracks on a pavement.
Harry allowed his tired muscles to relax, the danger surely over, and turned his attention back to the job of hunting. Much to his annoyance, the mice had sought sanctuary in the deepest part of the undergrowth. There was no way he was going in there, it was damper than the lane. He would have to spend a long time cleaning if he did that. No, his only option was to sit it out for a while longer, or go back inside and snuggle up by the ancient boiler with its clinks, clanks and flaky paint. He paced up and down the border feeling very fed up and wondered what had happened to the warmer weather. He knew that really he had no choice but to go in and so he turned and made for the cat flap.
A flicker of movement at the edge of his vision caused him to look toward the gate once more. The large black shape was standing there statue still.
Once again Harry stiffened. Had it seen him? Was it dangerous? He could smell something. Heightened senses informed him it was fresh meat, but tainted. His small brain tensed as much as his muscles as he tried to understand what was happening. Before him lay safety, his own sanctuary, but curiosity, well…
The rainfall increased. An icy cold drop ran into his eye causing him to moan and blink by which time the shape had shifted before the gate, seeming to rub out its very existence. Above his head, Harry sensed rather than felt a stirring in the air. Had he looked, he would have seen the Owl stretching out her impressive wings before flying soundlessly away, deciding that tonight it would be better to hunt on the other side of the hill than this one.
“The Owl and the Pussycat went to sea in a beautiful, blah, blah, blah!” said the shape as it moved closer to the cat. Above Harry the clouds parted, lighting up the garden and its contents for the whole world to see. Leaving no place to run or hide.
It took Harry’s eyes a few seconds to adjust, by which time the shape began to take the form of a man. Harry slowly followed the lines of the black flowing coat as they led up to broad shoulders, stopping only when he reached the dark featureless face, hidden as it was in shadow.
His voice was as smooth as warm butter as he whispered, just loud enough to be heard above the rain and the wind, “The Owl flew away, knowing it was best, leaving nice old me, to put my skills to the test.”
Finally, as the moon lit up a smiling face, Harry relaxed his contracted muscles. The man put a hand in his pocket. Harry heard a rustle in the undergrowth. It was the mice clearing out, gone for tonight.
Harry watched intently as the man pulled something from his pocket. The smell hit him again, stronger now, and deliciously familiar, causing his stomach to roar and his mouth to salivate.
Before he knew they were moving, his legs were carrying him at an eager pace toward the man who, in response, had crouched down and emptied the contents of the bag onto the floor and now waited with a gloved hand held outstretched beckoning Harry closer.
“Candy for the little boys and they will come to me. Locked up in the dungeon, oh who will pray for thee?”
Harry hesitated as the man spoke again, something in the voice, a knife scraping the bottom of a butter tub. He took a last look at the cat flap before turning back to see the glistening raw meat, piled up in front of him. With no choice, but to run back to the food, he held his long tail high and did so. When he was close enough he wrapped it around the stranger’s thigh before tucking into the meat enjoying every morsel. The tainted smell and the after taste on his tongue was a minor distraction. And when the gloved hand came down on his back, he arched and purred appreciatively. The human sang to him as he ate, “they call me the hunter that’s my name…”
Later, while Sebastian and Jade slept on, more peacefully now and oblivious to the drama that had unfolded beyond their bedroom wall, Harry moaned, whined and rolled about in the garden, thrashing about like something possessed.
He retched and retched and when his stomach was completely empty he retched more, but this time blood. The contents of his stomach lay around him, some matted to his fur. The remainder sat in small piles to be slowly washed away by the rain.
Too weak for the moment to move, he closed his eyes and failed to see the mice return.
Chapter three
The farmer, the farmer’s son.
When the phone rang the farmer Steve Gates was sat in his living room with a morning newspaper held in his soap scented, but callus hardened fingers.
The volume on the antiquated seventeen-inch television was muted now that the early morning news had moved on to sport and weather.
Although he understood the importance of keeping in shape he had no interest in sport unless it was rugby. That was different. The weatherman’s predictions he had no time for. He had been taught to look for signs of change from an early age. His father, in the early hours or late at night, would often send him outside into the yard. Steve would look to the clouds and the wind, the visibility and temperature, and when he had enough information he would give his father his assessment.
Occasionally he was asked to review the weather coming in from the east on the other side of the hill. Steve relished those days and would always ignore the sandy paths choosing instead to climb the great granite slabs pushing to search out the hardest scrambles for a route to the top. From his platform he would sit and view the heavens. The golden rule of thumb being if the period of change built gradually then the bad weather would be longer than if the change happened suddenly.
So that was reason enough not to bother with the weatherman. And the sport, well his ears would prick up at the sound of rugby, and he’d often find himself drifting back in time to earlier days. They were, in the main, happy days until the naivety of youth wore away.
Working on his father’s farm, his body had been heavily muscled from his early teens, doubling it seemed in body mass and weight in less than a year, making him a giant among his classmates. Of course he received unlimited amounts of jokes and comments, though mostly he took it all in his stride. Mostly.
At thirteen, his life began to change, taking him on a course altogether different from his friends. His mother, after ten long months of graciously battling with a cancer that had spread through her body like weeds in an untended garden, had closed her eyes for the last time.
Each morning, during those months, he had fed and bathed her. In the evenings he had sat with her, on the side of her bed, and told her of his day. She had laughed at his own embarrassment when she finally succeeded in forcing him to admit to the fact that, yes he did adore Mary Cooper, and that he doubted whether she had even noticed him.
During those peaceful evenings he had held her hands and watched as they wasted away, losing fat, colour, moisture and finally nails, to eventually become nothing more than thin paper, sinew and chicken bones.
In those ten long months by her side, Steve had been given an important history lesson. He was told of his father’s real role in the local society and given an insight into what would ultimately become his within Mowen Hill and the surrounding villages.
His father, it seemed, was more than simply a dairy farmer. His shock soon turned to wonder then concern at the massive responsibility that would one day be placed on his broad shoulders. There were certain elements of the role she couldn’t tell him though for two reasons. She was never allowed to know the full extent of her husband’s role and the parts she had pieced together herself and kept secret were better off that way. Steve, she decided, would discover those for himself when he was older.
When she died, peacefully in her sleep, she left behind a boy soon to become more than a man and a man soon to become less than a boy. Her husband, Jerod, never recovered from her loss, the insanities of his world, which she had helped keep at bay, crept in and engulfed him. Steve Gates replaced his father quicker than anyone would have anticipated, shocking the locals with his strong will and reflective confidence.
During her final moments in this world father and son had sat together on the side of the bed watching and listening to her final breaths.
“Jerod, as per custom,” she had muttered, “I have explained everything to your son.”
Jerod had leaned in close to kiss her gently on the forehead. He had whispered something into her ear, which Steve could not hear, but he saw the smile wash across her face before she closed her eyes.
Steve’s father, an Ox of a man, had stood, turned to Steve and said, “it’s just you and me now son, just you and me.” Then he left the room.
He had never seen his father cry, and he didn’t then, but he heard him later that night and though he wanted to go to him new it was a private thing.
The following morning he had been up earlier than usual to carry out the chores on the farm before going off to school. Later on in the day, while waiting in the corridor outside the language room at school the pupils were slowly becoming bored.
Three boys, friends from the mining estate, had spotted Steve on his own in a corner with his head down. Soon he became the centre of their attention. Wrapped up in his own thoughts from the previous day, Steve ignored them for a time. Then came the childish ribbings. “What’s the weather like up there?” “Is it raining?” “Do you get dizzy?”
From the corner of his eye, Steve could see Mary Cooper and her friends giggling, their doll like hands covering their quivering mouths. Steve wanted to ram them down their throats. It wasn’t just that Mary was laughing at him; she’d caused a sickly ache in his chest he was unfamiliar with. Soon the rest of the pupils, and others who were not part of the class, were watching Steve’s misfortune and taking delight in the show.
Wayne Farleigh, a scrawny, spotty boy, with long greasy brown hair, came and stood below him. He looked up into Steve’s face, saw the pain there and mistakenly assumed it was due to the ribbings.
Clapping his hands together, he jumped and whooped, “he’s crying, the giants crying!”
A split second before the classroom door was opened by Mr. Hill, the rambling German language teacher, Steve came out of his musings. Something inside him snapped. With one hand he gripped Wayne by his neck and squeezed. The boy squealed and the spots on his face bulged like over ripe cherries. Steve lifted him an inch from the floor and, just as the classroom door opened, slammed his huge fist into Wayne’s soft belly. Mr. Hill reacted by stepping to one side as the poor boy slid backwards along the polished classroom floor. His head crashed sickeningly against the rear classroom wall. The noise echoed throughout the corridors.
Before he was led off to the headmaster’s office, Steve turned to Mary Cooper and said, “my mum died last night.” He never really understood why he had said it. Perhaps it was in justification for his actions, hoping she would understand, or maybe it was just because he wanted her to feel something. Whatever the reason, for the next six months, she followed him around the school like she was on a lead. Steve never gave her the time of day.
Due to the death of his mother Steve was let of lightly, but he was sent home and his father was informed. Instead of facing his father he had spent the afternoon in the rain climbing on the great slabs, stopping only when a fall of ten foot punched the wind from his lungs. Steve hoped he had hurt Wayne as much.
Steve’s P.E teacher, Mr. Lewis, had noticed his ability on the pitch. He had taken him to one side and spoken to him about playing rugby for the school. Implausibly Steve was able to maintain a speed that made the sleekest wingers appear sluggish. In the scrum, he became a one-man army. His teammates would hug him tightly, more for protection than support.
One day on a cold and wet March afternoon his team, he was captain by now, were taken in a rusty beaten up coach to play a friendly with another school. Somehow, someone had made a mistake. The team they were playing had an average age three years senior. Mr. Lewis made the decision to play anyway. He felt they had come along way, enthused and ready to go. The experience, he said, would undoubtedly prove invaluable in helping to build on the future strength of the team.
Later in the changing rooms he could be heard screaming at the opponent’s coach, “I specifically told you to take it easy on them, how the hell could you allow this to happen?” His cries of fury would echo around the changing room long after the day, lasting like the scars on the innocent flesh of Steve’s team.
It had been an unforgivable massacre, leading to all kinds of propaganda, the story spreading to the Capital.
‘HUMAN GORRILAS SHOW THEIR TEETH ON THE FIELD!’
The list of casualties and their subsequent wounds were beyond all belief. From the expected sprains, bruises and bloodied noses, to the more unexpected, a broken neck, which later lead to death, over a dozen cracked ribs and three broken jaws. Two were snapped on one poor boy, a close friend of Steve’s, puncturing a lung. A bully from the home team had told him he was only winded and demanded he get up before he dragged him up. He in turn suffered from a fractured skull where Steve on seeing the beating, had, without hesitation leapt on him, and knocked him clean to the ground. Then he grabbed his ears and, while ignoring the boy’s cries, repeatedly smashed his forehead against the bridge of the boys nose, stopping only when the unconscious bullies blood stung his eyes.
Another friend, Matthew Brown, slumped against a goalpost holding his snapped wrist. His broken jaw prevented him from calling for help. The brace designed to straighten his front teeth swam with two bony appendages in a pool of blood in his lap.
The referee had unwittingly trusted the captain of the home team while Mr. Lewis and he disappeared to sample some home brew.
Mr. Lewis was later fired and lucky to leave in one piece. Steve didn’t know that two of his fingers were broken until the next day when he was mucking out the cattle shed before school. His father, lacking sympathy, laughed as he peeled his son’s seized fingers from the rake. The laughter continued all the way to the hospital. Steve didn’t mind; it was the happiest he’d seen him since his mum was alive.
At college Steve’s ability was mythical, but sadly his strength and time were needed on the farm. So that when the county had showed more than a passing interest, he had been forced to decline. That was the end of a career that never had the chance to begin and the beginning of a career that he would never wish on his worst enemy. In anger he’d asked his father why it had to be this way. Jerod had calmly replied, ‘it’s in the blood son.’ Steve had wanted a blood transfusion.
The ancient leather armchair creaked beneath him as his attention returned to the papers articles. The house was full of furnishings like the chair donated to the farms residents at various points during its significant past, which would bewilder most city people, people like Sebastian and Jade Alton. The chair was Steve’s most memorable. It was here, during the quiet evenings, he made most of his tough decisions away from other men’s prejudices. He remembered seeing his father sat here and wondered whether he had used it in the same way.
There was one item in the house that caused the other ancient pieces to pale into insignificance. It couldn’t be classed as an antique, yet the respect it demanded was beyond that of a painting from Turners Bequest. Its history was far more concealed, its secrets kept hidden to all but a handful.
Even to those men chosen for their wisdom or cunning or more importantly from their lineage, their knowledge of its past only went back so far. Beyond that its history, as was the case with its remaining counterparts up and down the country, was known only to one and His existence or rather reason for existence was a dark secret whose influence was far reaching, spread throughout the land like sand along a coastline, flexing and bending to work alongside the tides of change and yielding only enough to protect the Order.
Right now Steve was sick of it.
The phone rang. Steve sighed, slowly closed then folded the paper before placing it neatly on his lap. Through the old stonewalls muffled barks could be heard. Steve looked up as the door banged loudly against the wall.
In they came, charging toward him, their golden coats shinning, their mouths open wide. Steve smiled, patted the paper against his thighs and said, “hey you pair slow down.”
The retrievers stopped scant inches from him, the rug ruffling below their paws. They both sat. Jed playfully went for the newspaper that Steve was waving at him while Penney licked at his free hand. He let the phone ring some more before ordering them away. Tails wagging they pattered off to the corner of the room and with both pairs of eyes watching their master lay quietly awaiting his next instruction.
When reluctantly he picked up the handset it was with a warm and wet hand. “Hello.”
“Mr. Gates, I thought for a moment you had forgotten. How is life on Mowen Hill? Well I trust.”
“Yes all is well and no I hadn’t forgotten.” He glanced at Jed and Penney. “I was just sorting out a couple of things.” The tone to his voice was lighter then he had originally intended. Penney, deciding the wait would be a long one, was using Jed as a cushion and nuzzling her neck against his thigh.
“Never mind. Is everything in place? Things as they should be?” The voice was old, but not frail. An oak beam removed from a retired ship, continuing its service in some stately home. Listening carefully, you could almost pick out the splinters and chips where lesser men had come in their hoards to take him down. And where were they now? Off to the grave most likely thought Steve before replying, “yes... everything’s in place.”
The voice went deeper. A bang on the bottom of the ocean, “you’re not convincing me Mr. Gates. Are you sure everything is in place? If it isn’t I will make other arrangements, and we can discuss this when we next meet?”
Steve wasn’t sure and he was damned close to saying, though it was never an option. ‘To hold was to do,’ that was what his father had preached to him time and time again. “Yes, all is as it should be. I’ve gone over the details with Adam. He’ll go up first thing with Anthony Wilkes and Joseph Plant. Should be there mid morning by my reckoning…” he was cut off mid sentence.
“Adam, Adam Blake! Is that a good idea?”
“He’ll be fine. He learned his lesson long ago. It’s all done with now.” Although in truth, Steve wasn’t sure. He had hoped Adam had learned his lesson, but with these things you never knew.
“Well as long as you’re sure. I will speak to you on their return, yes?”
“Yes, of course.”
“Good, good well thanks for responding at such short notice.”
Any courteous goodbye was replaced by the click of the call disconnecting. Steve listened to the tone before replacing the receiver. He had to send Adam; there wasn’t anyone else. Roger was off his legs after picking up some lousy bug yesterday and his eldest Peter wasn’t ready, not yet, not for this. Having work to do he stood quickly. The forgotten newspaper fell to the floor. Jed saw it as a sign to play and flew across the room leaving Penney dazed.
“Not now boy, I’ve got to get going,” said Steve as he fussed Jed once more. “You pair look after the farm for me won’t you.”
Outside he shivered as he walked toward the tractor, the early morning mist spreading before him. Droplets settled on his bare skin like cold sweat. He climbed up onto the tractor, removed the soggy plastic bag from the seat, turned the key and broke the morning silence as the engine roared into life.
Chapter four
Harry’s in a mess.
Forty minutes later the mist was still there wrapping itself around Mowen Hill like a surgical glove. Jade Alton knew that the rising sun was somewhere beyond and would soon burn the mist away to reveal a blue sky. It had the day before and the day before that. She now supposed it was fairly normal for this time of year up on the hill and wasn’t going to let it depress her. She turned away from the kitchen window toward the tabletop where a toaster sat. A moment later it clunked and with a struggle released two pieces of warm, anemic bread. The old toaster boasted nine settings, but produced two results, warm and slightly crispy bread, or charcoal.
“Useless,” she chastised and hit it with her hand. She placed the bread on a plate then poured milk into two cups of steaming tea.
A moment later Sebastian Alton walked into the kitchen. He was busy fumbling with the knot in his tie. “Did you shout me?” he asked as Jade looked up.
“No,” Jade replied, “I was talking to the toaster.”
“Oh.” Sebastian accepted the fact as though it was fairly normal to talk to the toaster and stared with dismay at his misty reflection in the window. He was tall and of medium build, with dreamy sea blue eyes that you could lose yourself in, but if you did you would never be alone as Sebastian would probably be there somewhere daydreaming. His dismay was caused by his dress. The shirt and tie he’d just put on could only be considered a match providing you were colour blind, generous and more than a little forgiving. His reflection told him it wasn’t so bad and not to worry.
“I didn’t hear you get up,” he said to Jade, ignoring the gravity conscious knot, “did you sleep alright?”
“No, I was tossing and turning all night. Bad dreams again. You were restless too. When I finally did settle down that damn farmer and his tractor going down the lane woke me. She yawned, “I should count my blessings, unlike you I guess I can sleep later if I feel like it.”
Sebastian shrugged, “think I’m getting used to not sleeping properly. Who’d have thought it, we move from the city to get away from the constant noise and now neither of us can sleep. Doesn’t help with him going passed at the crack of dawn, I dreamt we were under attack.”
“Yeah Seb, I guess.” She picked up a butter knife and looking back outside said, “I’ve not seen Harry this morning, you?”
“He needs a silencer on that thing.”
“So, have you seen him?”
“The farmer?”
Jade felt her fingers tighten around the knife. She put it down and rubbed above her left eye feeling a sharp pain, a sure sign she was getting a headache. She changed the setting on the toaster and almost snapped the knob off. She put another piece of fresh bread in. “Harry,” she said between clenched teeth, “have you seen Harry?”
“Oh, no not yet.” He noticed the two cups of tea on the counter.
“You made me a cup of tea, thanks.” He reached for a cup, took a sip and carried on, “Harry probably thought we were under attack as well.”
“Seb, other then when we were camping at Fort William, with a million midges sharing our tent, when have I not made you a drink? Not forgetting that it was you who lost the matches, which prevented me from lighting the stove. Why act so surprised?” Her temper abated and the headache eased as she turned to face him, noticing for the first time the error in his dress. She was not, unlike Sebastian’s reflection, generous or forgiving. Turning back to the counter she grinned and picked up the butter knife.
“What?” Sebastian was at a loss.
She yawned again, “oh nothing.”
“You really did have a rough night. I wasn’t snoring was I?”
She nodded, “a little.”
“I think I’m getting a cold.” He sniffed and cleared his throat then placed his hands around her narrow waist and pressed his face into her long black hair. It was still damp from the shower and smelled of apple. He breathed in deeply. “Anyway you snore,” he said playfully, “bet you didn’t know that did you?”
With his fingertips he lightly traced the contours of her smooth belly through the thin cotton tee-shirt she wore and ran a line slowly and teasingly toward her navel pausing at the tip of her pubis.
“Listen pal, I’m a lady. I don’t snore and before you say it, I don’t fart either. Well not loudly anyway. Now kindly remove those fumbling fingers from my bits and pieces,” said Jade, but instead of pushing him away she turned to face him fully and pulled him close kissing him deeply and passionately. When she felt him stiffen she gently pushed him away and pulling on his tie said, “now, put your little boy away, take this ridiculous excuse for a tie off and go and put on the one with light and dark blue stripes.”
Sebastian was stunned, “little boy. Little boy. For the record, Sue whatever her name was, said to me once, ‘when God was handing out dicks, I was at the front of the queue’.”
Jade chewed her lip for a second before asking, “was that Susan incredibly petite, nigh on dwarf, Johnson?”
Sebastian smiled sheepishly, knowing where Jade was going and replied, “yeah that would be her. She wasn’t that small.”
“So let me get this straight, just for the record. What you’re saying is that that nineteen year old midget who was little more than a Barbie doll, said your little boy was or rather is a big boy.”
“Yes, I believe so, your honour.”
“You shared this revelation with anybody else?” She gripped his arms. “Now think man, if this leaks it could destroy you.”
“Do you think I should maybe change my tie now?” said Sebastian shaking his head with a mock disapproving look.
“Yes Seb I do. Unlike the little secret we share with Susan Johnson, the tie is something you can change.”
Sebastian looked down at his watch, “Oh bugger, I’m going to be late.” He ran from the kitchen and came back a moment later with the blue striped tie. The kitchen was filling with smoke. Sebastian coughed and waved at the air. “This the one?”
Jade was busy. She had the knife in the toaster and was trying to remove chunks of charcoal, “yes Seb, that’s the one.”
“But you didn’t turn round.”
“Is it blue and stripy?” Jade asked, stabbing at the toaster.
“Yes,” said Sebastian checking it once more.
She stabbed again. “Then,” stab, “It’s,” stab, “the right one.”
Sebastian, a hopeless bystander, could only watch the vicious attack. “Maybe I should pick up a new one while I’m in town?”
“We can’t afford,” said Jade through gritted teeth.
Sebastian looked at his watch again. “I have to go, please don’t kill the toaster.” As he left the kitchen he heard Jade mutter something. He didn’t know what.
Sebastian managed a large bookshop in Mounden, his home City. He usually arrived there by eight thirty, which would give him time to get the store ready for trade. It was now fifteen minutes past and on a good day it was a twenty-minute drive. He hated being late. It put a curse on the rest of the day.
Since they’d moved to Mowen Hill Jade had started a cake design business, realising it was something she’d had a natural talent for after making one for a friend’s birthday at college. She’d received endless praise for the cake and its strange design, which was in keeping with her friends’ gothic persona.
Sebastian made his way from the kitchen to the hallway with the tea in hand and attempted to put his jacket on while having a final sip. It never worked. He always spilt more than he swallowed. He put the cup on a shelf and opened the front door. From the kitchen Jade called to him, “Seb, if you see Harry outside, would you let me know, he’s not touched his food this morning.”
“Oh you know Harry he’ll be about somewhere, he’s probably still full from last nights predictable kill.”
Jade saw where he’d left the cup. She gave the toaster a final stab and sighed. The toaster was dead.
Outside, all that remained of the mist was a thin veil and a heavy dew, that had spread over the lawn and foliage like splattered varnish. The garden floor was alive with glittering jewels. Sebastian squinted his eyes against the sun and turned his face away. When he opened them, directly in front, and suspended by anchor points, three connected to the house wall and many others holding on to a large fern, was a huge spiders web. It held Sebastian’s fascination for an age. Every strand of the intricate design was coated in dew. It reflected the sun and gave the impression it was made from minute glass tubes. The proud creator of the deadly trap poised at the hub. “How many times have I brushed by you and destroyed your handy work?” whispered Sebastian to the spider. Unable to help himself he tapped a raised finger on the soaking silk. The spokes and strands all but disappeared from view as droplets of water fell away to shatter on the floor like delicate glass pearls. The spider shook, but stayed put.
“I’ve probably done you a favour you know. You might get breakfast sooner than you think, now that your traps invisible again.” He grinned at the shaking spider, “you should thank me.”
Before a harsh winter would give way to spring, Sebastian, with plenty of time on his hands with which to question his own sanity as opposed to the sanity of others, would look back on this, this tapping of the spider’s web. He would look back on this misty morning and see it as a point when everything that was normal in his life tipped upside down and changed direction forever.
He approached his car and noticed a dark black lump behind the front wheel. Being in shadow made it difficult to see, but a long white streak helped. As the realization of what he was looking at sank in, he slowed, so desperate to be wrong. By the side of the car Sebastian fell to his knees and stroked a hand along Harry’s flank. Harry didn’t move, didn’t respond to Sebastian’s gentle touch. He looked closer and the picture book opened wider. A rush of adrenalin flooded his body. His hand shook where it brushed against Harry. He snatched it away, fearful of harming him more. Leaning against the coolness of the car he looked away.
This would destroy Jade. On return from their honeymoon, Sebastian had lived up to a promise made after too many cocktails in a humid bar, and left the house the very next day, returning an hour later with a black and white kitten. Now, all these years later, Harry had become the replacement for the baby that they had wanted so badly but could never have.
Harry was dead! The simplicity of the fact hit him like lead. Through tearful eyes he stole a glance at the cat. Blood pooled around Harry’s head. A tiny line trickled away from him.
“Oh shit Harry, what’s happened to you?”
He ran his hand along Harry’s side and stopped! He moved his hand back again. There! Harry was warm and Sebastian thought he could feel movement. He pressed a hand deeper into Harry’s fur. His lungs were moving, taking air. Kneeling on all fours, Sebastian placed an ear next to Harry’s nose. It was faint, but he was breathing.